I feel so stressed out more than ever. I always knew that being on my own would be hard, but I believe that finding that right place is even harder. It's been tearing me to pieces but I know that I need to stay positive for both Matt and I. This is something that's going to be hard to get ready for and hard to accomplish. But I have faith in doing so. Time doesn't seem to be on my side but then again it never is. This isn't going to be long. I just needed to write down something to help relieve myself some of this feeling. I love Matt with everything that I have and I know that's the main reason why I haven't given up on this. Farewell for now.
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