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Life.

As some of you know, Matt and I had recently got kicked out of my parents house. That happened about a week and a half ago. We are currently staying at my Aunts desperately trying to figure things out. We have two options. One is to stay in Dallas and the other is to drive out to California and stay with my other Aunt for about a month. This is probably the first time in my life in which I don't know what to do or what to pick. I'm stuck in between. Everywhere we go I always feel as if our welcome is past due. I don't want to feel like that anymore. I'm tired of it.

Life was never fair to begin with and it may never be. But my god I will somehow pull through all of this insane madness. Whether I be in Texas or in California, I just want us to survive. I've been stressed this whole time. Possibly more than I ever had been before in my entire life. It's scary to experience this and I know I cannot afford to express my fear. It's times like these that really test the strength and love in a relationship. Knowing us, we'll get through this together just fine. So please if you're reading this and happen to be worried about me...don't! I have the passion to make this turn out all okay. Talk to you guys soon, feel more than free to give me a call.